Wow. There are no words. I had to put both of my last two dogs down (weirdo cancers); I held them as they died. My niece in is the checkout line due to breast cancer. I believe there is meaning out there - in the greed and hate if only through the resistance to it. Evil, death, insanity, and pain serve only as places to avoid and endure, if possible. Words fail. Hang in there - it's along f**king drop otherwise. jeff ps the new Portishead is sweet, but not a recommended soundtrack for anyone in need of happy notes.

had to have the vet put down my 14 1/2 yr old golden retriever last night.....then i dug a hole and buried her....my fellow back garden erb & ORB listening "man's best friend" - the lovely annie;

last month sat at the bedside of a young sierra hiking friend, the day before he finally died due to brain cancer (he did manage to confirm that the drugs were good though, so i'm looking forward to that stage of my life);

and the month before that looking at the body of my daughters 17 year old boyfriend (of 2 years) in the open coffin, who had passed away due to 'an epileptic related disorder'..................but i expect that many of you have experienced far more worst in your own lives....

and the greed and hatred in the world, is there any meaning to that?

is there any meaning to life the universe & everything - if so, what is it, please share it with us all??

hey there bill... kinda puts what i class as a rough time into some sorta perspective m8 my thoughts and best wishes from across the pond are with you m8ty cheers 'n'beers theORBscureDDJ http://www.theorbscureddj.pwp.blueyonder.co.uk/ play - enjoy - float - dream

A big hug from over here bbroo, stay strong! Ramon From: bbbrooo@hotmail.comTo: orb@lists.xmission.comDate: Fri, 2 May 2008 01:31:54 -0700Subject: [Orb] the meaning of life the universe & everything - any ideas????????????? had to have the vet put down my 14 1/2 yr old golden retriever last night.....then i dug a hole and buried her....my fellow back garden erb & ORB listening "man's best friend" - the lovely annie; last month sat at the bedside of a young sierra hiking friend, the day before he finally died due to brain cancer (he did manage to confirm that the drugs were good though, so i'm looking forward to that stage of my life); and the month before that looking at the body of my daughters 17 year old boyfriend (of 2 years) in the open coffin, who had passed away due to 'an epileptic related disorder'..................but i expect that many of you have experienced far more worst in your own lives....and the greed and hatred in the world, is there any meaning to that?is there any meaning to life the universe & everything - if so, what is it, please share it with us all??....................while all the answers come flying in, can anyone recommend a good tune for me to listen to.........to cheer me up, & get over the loss of some dear friends and inspire me to see the reason to "all this shit", on an upcoming warm musical thc vaporized under the stars summer evening?thank you in advancecheersbbroop.s. my new pv's produced 4,066 watts, at one point yesterday afternoon........alleluia, a new child is born!.. Spell a grand slam in this game where word skill meets World Series. Get in the game. _________________________________________________________________ Probeer Live Search: de zoekmachine van de makers van MSN! http://www.live.com/?searchOnly=true