oh god i just asked her out to dinner she said i was only to rip her clothes off with no foreplay needed no talking to her though - might fuck it up ok so we're back together again for the fourth time this week there are conditions though she doesnt want to see me touch this laptop whilst shes here think shes a bit jealous of it or something christ sometimes when you are a sex addict you just have to put aside personal crap like feelings and get on with it i hope my laptop cant hear this it hasnt crashed yet and ive stuffed full of every piece of software known to man i got 300 gig of music on it about 200 gig of my songs and so far its perfect... even better than anna .. sssshhhhhh if i pay for dinner i might be able to hold that over her and manage to not argue whilst im eating... hate shouting over food terrible - that reminds me of my mates mum who shot her dad over the dinner table - awful story - killed the dude - welll hes not a dude - anyway i better wash me knob... auntyxxx