ah shutup alan.... i love you really you remind me a bit of my dad... actually i wonder what you are like in real life... if you ever come to england pop by for five minutes... no more... just wanna see whether you are as twatty in real life... i bet youre alright really... i mean look at me im alright and you would never know it from my posts... i like the zmag though : best link on this list since ever i think... best thing to come out of this list for me.. and doesnt that make you wonder? here is some guy who made some music i like... and here he is telling me about my country and how its fucking the world up. and im sat there whinging on about healthcare or some other bullshit when the real problem is the zionists! blame it on the zionists... and yeah im anti semitic yeah yeah yeah.. thats why noam chomsky is my favourite lovely man.... cos i hate jews... dont you think its funny that you come on a list and there is some x member from ten years ago calling you all sad bastards being on the list ? theres an ironic joke in there too i mean cos if you found it funny you would be laughing at yourself.. but never mind prolly too complicated for americans... (mwa ha) or is it just cos im bored and sad and i just gotta do something to take my mind off her... god she was a great shag... she texted after to say im her best lover shes ever had.. so that made me feel a bit better she could be lying but i think not i mean you would seriously have to quit your job to be as consistently perverted with her as much as i did... i mean i must half emptied my body weight many times ov... oh never mind.... lets hope his 'longer cock' gets completely satisfied i wish him all the best with her, hes got his work cut out.. the only thing that bothers me is new years eve i had so wanted to spend it with her and now on that night i shall be thinking of them both fucking i know i wont be able to get it out of my head... euuurghhhhhh ah fuck em... and thanks joshua for being so nice youre a nice man , you care :-))) i got this lovely email from a friend today saying about how his girlfriend - this 'little hottie' dumped him and he was gutted whilst he was in hospital with a broken hand... anyway i wont go into it but it brought a tear to my eye and it was most appreciated at this time... so everyone has to be gentle with me today cos im all weird and insecure and weird.. not like normal :-) __ kwis )) (( c[_] scuse the epenthesis ****************************